January 5th, 2004
my god. what a morning... sometimes , its always when you are tired, and relaxed, thinking today is going to be a nice day, that things happen.. like your landlord coming home and freaking out about stupid stuff, like your car not only being burried but not starting, so you have to get it towed, on top of being almost late to work because you are walking, and your car is getting towed... like one of your good friends going missing and worrying about them because they were driving in a shitty car and you cant get a hold of them and they were supposed to come over....like remembering how last night in a sleepy haze of sitting alone and watching tv you think of things and act on them, even when it might not be that prudent....
ideas always sound better when you are alone and half asleep, god forbid you should actually follow through, because then you feel like a stupid shit.
so at this point, im tired, stressed , broke (they charge so much for towing), embarrased, and feeling completly idiotic and drained.. fun...
Current Mood: crappy
Have you ever had that moment where you are doing something and/or saying something while at the exact same time, in your head, you're thinking about how you shouldn't be doing/saying that? Yeah I get that sometimes. I mean I stand by everything I say, but I say things in a way that I don't think i should a lot. I leave out a lot, and I say only parts and leave out important parts. Yeah.
Sorry bout yr bad day. Fret not for each day is so quickly gone and forgotten.
|Date:||January 6th, 2004 12:16 pm (UTC)|| |
ps- i got furnature last night =)
and someday, you should talk to me, unabridged.
I'm in careers right now.